I've been thinking a lot about hope recently.
And I've realized that there are two completely different ways that I can hope in God.
Sometimes it seems like God is so inconsistent.
At times, He comes through in such powerful, awesome ways! And at other times, He just lets us fall flat on our face.
It can feel like He doesn't hear our prayers, or, maybe He does, but He doesn't care anyway.
But maybe all those times we thought we were hoping in God, we were really hoping in something else.
You see, often when we think we are hoping in God, we are actually just hoping God will create a specific outcome for us.
Maybe we are hoping that God will get us a job, or a spouse, or a baby, or healing, or a football victory.
In all these cases, we are actually putting out hope in the outcome.
We are hoping that the job, spouse, baby, healing, or victory will fulfill us.
We are not hoping that God will be our fulfillment, we are simply hoping that God will use His power to bring about the outcome we think will fulfill us.
We are trying to use God to get the outcome we want.
In our hearts, we secretly want the outcome more than we want God.
And when God doesn't give us what we want, we get angry at Him and say He's untrustworthy.
But it is not God who disappoints our hope.
Our disappointment comes from placing our hope in something less that God Himself.
Truly hoping in God, means hoping that He Himself will be our fulfillment.
We hope that God, in His very self, will heal every wound, redeem every flaw, and fulfill every desire.
He is our healer.
He is our redeemer.
He is our bliss.
Any other place that we put our hope WILL disappoint, but when we truly center our hope on God Himself, then "this Hope will never disappoint us" (Romans 5:5)
Let us stop hoping in outcomes that are too small for us.
Let's be Saints,
Isaac