Recently, my wife and I attended a conference and tabled about my programs (mostly Whole Human Challenge). It was the Catholic Psychological Association conference that brought in people from around the country.
Before going, I was super nervous.
I felt like all the people there would be super fancy and smart, and I would have nothing to offer them.
After talking with a few friends about my anxiety, a few realizations began to bring me peace.
1) I am nobody's savior.
WHC is amazing and life-changing, but honestly, I am not the center of that newness.
It is the Lord who leads and builds.
That means that when I'm talking to others, I don't need to be anyone special, I just need to share my passion and excitement for what the Lord is doing.
2) Not only am I not a savior, I don't even have to do the heavy lifting.
I told Jesus, "I've already done my work, now I'm just going to watch You work".
I didn't have to make anything happen, I just had to be open to what the Lord wanted to make happen.
And after these two relatizations, He made some cool stuff happen!!!
What He showed me is that we are all one in the Lord.
I can rejoice in the success and greatness of my brothers and sisters rather than competing with them.
And more than that, I left the conference with deep friendship and affection for several people there after only two days!
And on top of that, people loved my programs, and new opportunities are on the horizon that I never even imagined!!
So the conference was amazing! I left with my heart overflowing.
But right away Satan tries to plant seeds of worry and doubt.
Right after the Lord so clearly shows His goodness and power, I start fussing about this or that minor future detail or doubt.
Then the Lord surprised me once again.
He used my GPS of all things to speak to my heart.
I had just turned left as instructed, when the GPS said
"follow the road"
That's all.
And I knew that's what the Lord wanted me to do.
There is a clear road in front of me. I don't know when to turn next and I don't need to know right now.
I just need to follow the road.
The Lord loves you.
He wants to build up your life in fullness and joy.
Let Him work for you. Let Him lead you. Do not worry. Follow the road.
Unless the Lord builds the house,
those who build it labor in vain.
Unless the Lord watches over the city,
the watchman stays awake in vain.
It is in vain that you rise up early
and go late to rest,
eating the bread of anxious toil;
for he gives to his beloved sleep.
(Psalm 127)
Let's be Saints!
Isaac